Harmonizing with Electronics

November 24, 2008 at 6:31 pm 4 comments

I love technology in general, but tend not to get too excited about it specifically (except for power tools).  I’ve been intrigued by people who feel connected to electronic gizmos the way I do about plants, but it’s not something I’ve really accessed.

But lately since I’ve been learning bits and pieces more about numerology and read about how even digital clock readouts can be sending messages to us, I’ve been paying more attention.  For instance, for the past month or so I’ve noticed that nearly everytime I felt strangely compelled to look at a digital clock, the time was almost always something like 10:10 or 11:11.  It was intrigued and it felt like a message, but I had to wait and let it sit with me for a few weeks before I understood what the message was.  Simply put, the clocks were telling me that everything is in balance in my life and the Universe at large and to take comfort in that.

It seems so strange and sweet that clocks are taking the time (ha ha) to communicate this message to me.  I love it and was surprised to find that another electronic, my cell phone, is also now, apparently, working to  care for and comfort me.

I was on the phone last night when I received another call that my phone simply would not let me switch over to answer.  At the time I was very frustrated, thinking that it might be from someone I had just seen who had talked about coming over to hang out, but I didn’t want to end my other conversation so I just stayed on and waited for the unknown caller to leave a message.

After ending my conversation, I called the voicemail and discovered that the mysterious caller was a man I had met about a week and a half ago now at a public event.  He had invited myself and 2 other friends of mine to his place afterwards and we had a fine time except that he seemed way too interested in me, especially since I kept talking about my boyfriend and how much I love him, etc. etc.

The next day, thinking it over I had really bad feeling in my gut that told me not to trust him.  He had my email because we had planned before that to have him teach me a meditation in exchange for an artwork I gave him and he had emailed me twice the next day, trying to get me to come over to his place ASAP and sending me a very inappropriate poem about “pagan sexuality” that was all about the “fire in his loins” and other really creepy shit.

I blew him off, saying I was too busy and assumed I’d keep doing it but then he sent me yet another, even longer, more disgusting poem about “spiritual sexuality” that was simply an attempt to coerce me to have sex with him.  By the way, I should mention that he is very like several other men I have known who use their spiritual powers for evil (i.e. to take advantage of other empathic, sensitive people) and I refuse to let people like that use me anymore.  I blocked his email then without a reply.

The next day he found me on MySpace so I blocked him there as well and sent a note to my friend who ran the event I met him at, telling her about how creepy and predatory he is.  Turns out he’d sent the first poem to her other friend and then had abandoned trying to get into her pants once she stopped responding to him.  I assumed and hoped he’d do the same for me, until I heard that voicemail and I completely freaked out.

He did not and should not have my phone number and I don’t know where or how he got a hold of it, but I am so glad that my phone refused to let me answer.  As horrifying and terrifying as it was to simply hear part of the voicemail, I can’t imagine how much more shaken up I would feel if I actually talked to him.

So it’s lovely to have even the electronics in my life vibrating on a positive level with me.  I’m glad I have such support.


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4 Comments Add your own

  • 1. tobeme  |  November 24, 2008 at 10:01 pm

    Everything happens for a reason. The energy within the universe uses many ways to help us and therefore we must always be aware.
    It is good that you recognized this man for what his intentions were.

  • 2. Eric  |  November 25, 2008 at 4:43 am

    That sucks. By the way, the clock thing happens to me ALL THE TIME. I also (before the baby and general craziness that is my life now) used to wake up at the exact same time every day. Like I would wake up and look at the clock and it would go from 9:09 to 9:10. Every day.

  • 3. Jenna  |  November 25, 2008 at 5:33 pm

    I love reading your perspective and take on why things happen in your life. You provoke me to think more about the situations and things that occur in my life in a different aspect.

  • 4. Jessica  |  November 25, 2008 at 9:26 pm

    I am really glad that you weren’t able to click over, now that I read this! How creepy is that guy? Anyway, if you need your supergirlfriend to give him a “talking” to, just ask, but I think for now you are doing what is necessary by ignoring him. If he calls you again, just hang up, and if he persists, tell him you are reporting him to the police. That’s what I would do. Sound too harsh? Maybe, but who cares, he is the one that is trying to take advantage of your super energy, don’t let him take your peace. I love you and all of the awesome positive energy that you have to give, and I receive it happily. XOXOXOXOXOXO

    Sending all of my love,


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