Hello, everyone. I need to start this out with an apology to author, Gabriel Constans, who sent me a copy of The Last Conception a VERY long time ago. Due to personal reasons and triggers, I wasn’t able to complete my reading for a long time and it has taken me still longer to write this up! I apologize sincerely and thank you for your patience.
The Last Conception is a novel about Savarna Sikand, an Indian-American lesbian who works as an embryologist. She is caught between pressures of her queer community and the pressures of her cultural heritage. Her parents are specifically concerned with her having a child, which makes coming out to them all the more difficult.They insist that her family, in particular, must bear a child to be heir to the mysterious, miraculous lineage they bear.
As the story develops, Savarna transforms from a woman who is reacting to the people around her into a woman who acts with confidence and self-assurance. As she changes, so do her relationships and her choices. She chooses to claim who she is with boldness, and it begins her on a journey that she never expected to take.
Blending spirituality, sexuality, physical limitations, and medical decisions in a unique way, The Last Conception is a story like no other I’ve read. Constans weaves these over-arching themes into a journey that will surprise and delight readers.
You can purchase your own copy of The Last Conception by following this link.
Many people believe they have a single animal totem, but in my experience, a person an have up to HUNDREDS of animal guides and totems. In today’s meditation, we’ll meet the animal totems of our chakras!
Each of your chakras has an animal totem associated with it, and this meditation invites those animals to introduce themselves to you. (Here is an image of chakra centers for your reference.)
Chakra Animal Totem Meditation
Find a quiet place, and bring a pencil and pad of paper to take notes.
Sit or lie down and focus on your breath. Pull in three deep breaths from the Earth and see the breath coming up through your feet and out through your heart. Breathe 3 more deep breaths and see them coming through your crown chakra and out through your heart. Then take 3 more deep breaths, seeing the energy come through both your feet and your head, uniting and exiting through your heart.
Now imagine your root chakra as a red ball of light. In your imagination, move towards the ball of light and see it open like a portal. Inside the portal is a beautiful garden, with all the kind of things your animal totem likes – trees, plants, etc. (If it’s a penguin or a water animal, you may see a very different environment!) You will see a path before you. Step onto the path and follow it around the garden until your root chakra animal greets you.
Introduce yourself (it’s only polite) and ask any question you’d like of your animal totem. When you feel your time there is complete, thank the animal and see yourself going back out the red portal. Take a moment to write a note about what kind of animal it was and anything you discussed.
Next, see your orange chakra as a ball of light and enter that portal. Follow the same process with all of your chakras until you’ve met all the chakra animal totems. When you are finished, take a moment to thank each of the animals, then clap three times to bring you back into the present moment.
I hope some of you find this helpful. <3
If you’ve noticed that sometimes you sleep very poorly and feel odd for a certain amount of time, and then everything just goes away and you feel fine again… it might be because you are a light worker helping to diffuse the energy from a solar flare. According to my guides, when solar flares occur, Gaia and all humans and other entities process the energies and add their own special energy to the flow. This process is part of Gaia’s evolution; the evolution or transformation of our souls & our personal karma; and the continuing cycles of growth of the Universe. The image below is a doodle of what that diffusion looks like in the visions I’m given.
The energy flows like this: Sol (sun) -> Luna (moon) -> Khepera (planetary guardian) -> Saint Germaine -> Angels -> Light ships (extra-terrestrial and -dimensional beings) -> Fae/Faeries/Plant & mineral spirits -> Light workers -> Gaia & all other earth entities currently incarnate or soon to be incarnate.
Questions? Ask them at Readings & Reiki with May.
Dear fellow light-workers, Today I was at Pershing State Park in Laclede MO, and the guardian angel of the park gave me a mantra to share with y’all: “We are in harmony, acting as one.” The angel asked that we say this mantra 324 times each day (108 x 3) until the shift of 12/12/12. ♥
Recently, Reiki Master Julie Bowen gave Henry and I the Reiki 2 attunement. It was a different sensation and experience than the first attunement. The energy felt deeper and more complex. I saw an image of myself holding Henry, our actually what looked like a night sky full of stars in the shape of my baby, and I received the message that to nurture one is to nurture all.
Since then I have become acquainted with my Reiki spirit guide, who, interestingly enough, looks like the creature pictured on the cover of this book (pictured). That image fascinated and drew me when I was young and now I know why. Interacting with this guide has changed my mentality about Reiki in many small ways that I find impossible to put into words. I arm grateful for and fascinated by this spiritual adventure.