Calming Crystals and Changes

I’ve got a couple of updates to share, one exciting, the other one kind of sad.

I’ll start out with the happy: I received the crystals I ordered and have added to them a piece of quartz, rose quartz and another crystal who’s name I don’t remember that I had forgotten I had (all pictured below).   I don’t know if that has made my reaction/interaction with them stronger or if I’m just becoming more sensitive, but I definitely feel the energy in my palms when I hold my pouch now, compared to when I first started interacting with the crystals.  I’ve been carrying it with me and I have been markedly calmer and relaxed.

The other day I was feeling very sad (for reasons which I’ll discuss in a moment), but I held on to my crystals and just sat in the moment, feeling my sadness, feeling the crystals and feeling my own healing process occur.  I don’t know how much time passed, but when I came back to myself, I was so relaxed I was falling over and I felt as joyous – if not better – as when I had the energy healing.

I’m really enjoying connecting with these stones because they remind me to slow down.  The energy I feel from them is as slow as the Earth moving beneath us and it reminds me to be calm and present, and when I am, I’m filled with peace and contentment.

The sad news is that the relationship I mentioned has come to an end.  The ending itself wasn’t so bad as how it ended, which was out of my control.  I’ve been feeling sad about this because this girl affected me like no other has so far and I was able to open up to her more than any other woman I’ve ever spoken to.  So now I really miss that.  I haven’t had a close friend I could trust for a very long time and it was good to have, even for a while.  On the other hand, I am very happy to have been so encouraged in my hope for a future poly triad.  Being able to meet someone who was so perfect for us has given us confirmation that this is what we want to build together and has renewed our commitment to making each other happy. In the end, it will always be something positive I am glad I took part in.